Making this cutieful website is whooping me

So...I truly don't know what's wrong with me! I think I'm being way too ambitious yet confident in the fact that the website I made up in my head is totally feasible to be coded by me, somoeone who's never coded before, and who's also lacking half the software that would make it a lot easier because of how old my computer is. I'll try putting a picture of what my layout looks like so far. It is a bit crazy to think I made all of this but also after making the grid, the background and the color stuff, I've been making 0 progress. I want to add cute png frames that people make on tumblr, I want to add cute fonts, a gazillion clickable things and many other cool stuff.

But because some functions just haven't been working on visual studio code, I found myself being quite discouraged. I'm gonna get back to grinding soon though! Just thought I'd write about that because the situation is dire... Final Fantasy VII Remake is putting me through the dang torture chamber too I can't catch a break u__u

screenshot of my pink website layout, a work in progress.
Okay this is what it looks like for now...
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